tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-59506160590390722192011-07-08T05:36:16.403-05:00Debhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00756331873949593076noreply@blogger.comBlogger51100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5950616059039072219.post-12719215534351673882010-05-19T07:17:00.003-05:002010-05-19T07:30:32.656-05:00

I've been hiding. I've intentionally stayed away from this blog because I didn't want to face the fact that I've been doing NOTHING to get healthy and NOTHING to lose weight. Well...I am officially coming out of hiding today. I am making a declaration: I am through with excuses. It seems my life has become one big "excuse"...and a sorry one at that. But I'm through. No one can make me do this.

Debhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00756331873949593076noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5950616059039072219.post-92193178457941109962010-03-10T01:23:00.000-06:002010-03-10T01:50:05.889-06:00

Deep thoughts. And shallow thoughts. And pointless rambling.1.My dog is laying on my pillow, licking her muddy paws. I just keep looking at her and doing nothing to stop her. Guess I'll need to change my pillow case.2. Hubby has been complaining of the inside of his nose hurting...you know like when you get a little pimple in there and every time you touch it it feels like someone is shoving a

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Here are good things about me:I know how to be generous.I am a fast learner when it comes to "book smarts" type learning.I try to trust in others' best intentions.I make it a point to say, "I love you" to my husband and my children several times every day.I do not stay mad at people.I know how to relax and let my children have fun...most of the time.I have a sense of humor.I can laugh at myself.I

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I want nothing more to go into the kitchen and shove some food in my face. I'm not hungry. I'm sitting on the couch feeling like a beached whale with this huge fat roll around my belly, wishing I felt different....and yet I want to eat. So instead of eating, I'm going to blog. I'm going to vomit my feelings and thoughts all over this page and then I'm going to go take a walk or something. I feel

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My mind is swirling around and around! I have a love/hate relationship with writing. It's something I've never felt confident about. I did some counseling with a...well a counselor...for a period of time and she really pushed me to "journal". She told me that getting my thoughts and feelings down on paper is like emptying a "vat" (sp??) and it's essentially good for me! Well - journaling

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